24 July 2008

What's Blooming Now

My garden is foliage-focused -- lots of variegated and neon forms of perennial leaves -- but there are some flowering plants. Right now, here are the perennials that are blooming. Most of the photos of these blooms were taken yesterday; the tradescantia photos are from earlier because their flowers had already closed in the afternoon rain.

 

The raspberries, as I feared, are molding on the canes. I snipped a bunch of the moldy berries off yesterday to encourage new fruiting.

 

 

hosta (white and lavender)

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hydrangea (green that turns to white that is turning now to blue) 

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geranium 'mourning widow' (purple)

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tradescantia (blue and magenta)

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bee balm (purple on one side of the house, red on the other)

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meadow sage (light purple) 

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daylilies (orange and rich yellow)

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black-eyed-Susan (volunteer, maybe left over from a wildflower planting a few years ago)

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daisies (no decent shot)

 

 

various sedum (pink, white, yellow)

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anise hyssop (purple spikes) 

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the last of the astilbes (faded pink)

 

the last of the filipendula (also faded pink)

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20 July 2008

Websites with Narrow Focus, X

In a continuing series ...

 

 

I've been saving them up for this post.

 

It's Lovely! I'll Take It!, "a collection of poorly chosen photos from real estate listings. With love." And comments. Don't miss it.

 

potentially nervous:  "The world's going to hell. Here are some bunny photos."

 

How I Spent My Stimulus. Tell your story.

 

Kim's Page o' Chopsticks. Chopstick wrappers, actually. (Thanks, Mike.)

 

 

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16 July 2008

Notes from Status Anxiety: Conclusion

Final note on Alain de Botton's Status Anxiety (2004). This is the twelfth post on this topic; the first is here.

 

CONCLUSION

 

We need status anxiety because "fear of failing and disgracing oneself in the eyes of others is an inevitable consequence of harbouring ambitions, of favouring one set of outcomes over another, and of having regard for individuals besides oneself."

 

But we can choose the audience from whom we accept judgment, we can recognise that values that seem fixed and immutable actually fluctuate with time, place, the ethos of the age.

 

"Philosophy, art, politics, religion and bohemia have never sought to do away entirely with the status hierarchy. They have attempted, rather, to institute new kinds of hierarchies based on sets of values unrecognised by, and critical of, those of the majority while maintaining a firm grip on the differences between success and failure, good and bad, shameful and honourable."

 


[This all falls flat for me somehow.]

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15 July 2008

Coastal Maine Botanical Gardens Photos

Snaps taken over the weekend are here (the first 20 in the set), with a few samples below; click to enlarge:

 

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13 July 2008

Don't Videotape in a Storm

Even from inside the house. Here's why.

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09 July 2008

June and July Garden Photos

Twelve new garden photos at Flickr.

 

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Also, photos from Tower Hill Gardens and Garden in the Woods, both in Massachusetts. 

 

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16 June 2008

Garden in June

 

The latest photos ... Click to enlarge; go here for best viewing:

 

 

 

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06 June 2008

Spring Continues

It feels like early spring today, with overcast skies, some rain and temps in the low 50s. The lilacs in my yard are just finishing up their bloom, except for the rather wild-looking one (i.e., non-hybrid) in the back near the woods, which is just starting. I took a few shots in the garden last week and earlier this week. More at Flickr.

 

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02 June 2008

Incredibly Close(Up)

Sit in front of this weblog -- In a Dark Time ... the Eye Begins to See -- and see / don't see.

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20 May 2008

Spring Is Here

Photos from the last few days are included in Garden Photos here. A few to make the blog look purty:

 

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05 May 2008

Do We Miss the Moment When We Take Photos?

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(Short answer, no, not any more than we ever miss the moment.)

 

Thank god, an answer to this age-old question with an explanation I can accept, from Tyler Cowen at Marginal Revolution.

 

Someone asks him "Is taking a photo or video of an event for later viewing worth it, even if it means more or less missing the event in realtime? What's better, a lifetime of mediated viewing of my son's first steps or a one-time in-person viewing?"

 

Cowen's main response is two-fold:

 

"If you take photos you will remember the event more vividly, if only because you have to stop and notice it. The fact that your memories will in part be 'false' or constructed is besides the point; they'll probably be false anyway. In other words, there's no such thing as the 'one-time in-person viewing,' it is all mediated viewing, one way or the other.  Daniel Gilbert's book on memory is the key source here.

 

 

One of the comments, though, brings up the common theory that taking pictures can be a way of hiding behind the camera, making us merely observers of participants, creating distance between us and what we are photographing. This seems true at times for me, particularly at parties or group events -- I like to have a role that supercedes the social requirement of chit-chatting -- but not in the garden, while travelling, taking photos of close friends or family, etc. Even at parties, I feel that I am participating by being an observer, and sometimes the role of photographer seems like the role of therapist: people will reveal things they might not otherwise, because I am hidden, because I seem neutral, because I am part machine.

 

(Photo taken today. The robin pair, whose nest this is, was not happy to find me in the garden. I wasn't happy to find their nest so close to the ground -- in a rhododendron shrub -- knowing that neighbours' cats stalk our yard.)

 

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09 April 2008

Spring Photos

Spring finally seems to be making headway here, with temps in the 50s and crocus blooming.

 

Photos below are crocus, taken last week in the rain; crocus and galanthus (snowdrops), taken yesterday; bleeding heart (dicentra) emerging from the soil, taken yesterday. Click on any to enlarge somewhat, or see larger versions at Flickr.

 

 

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28 March 2008

More Winter

More snow today!

 

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The same galanthus (snowdrops), now covered with a few inches of new wet snow.

 

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This false bunny (left by previous owners) wanted her photo shot, too. 

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15 March 2008

Winter continues

Yesterday I took photos of a clump of snowdrops (Galanthus) poking their heads up in the garden bed. Earlier in the week, they were still covered by snow and ice, but a few days of rain and warmer weather melted the snow and they were visible on Thursday and Friday.

 

Today, it's snowing again. I had to guess where the snowdrops were and move the snow that lay on top of them in order to photograph them.

  

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I also took a photo of the bench and urns yesterday and today, for comparison. The winterberries in the metal containers lasted from Nov. into Feb., providing a bold stroke of red against the snow that lay on the ground all that time, but in February the red berries were eaten by some very hungry birds.

 

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14 March 2008

Online Photo Tools

Swiss Army Librarian offers a lightly annotated list of photo sharing and editing tools, and some photo archive sites. I'm not familiar with some of the sites -- maybe you, too? I'm on Flickr and I've found Picnik to be nice and easy for photo editing.

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12 March 2008

BergmanFest!: Cries & Whispers

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09 March 2008

Collective Wisdom (Initiative) - Responses

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I want to respond to (my interpretation of) what I've read here, instead of sending long emails to a few people, which might be seen as personally meant when they're not; these comments are about me -- they're my response, my experience, my beliefs, etc., all subject to change any minute now.

 

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GENERAL RESPONSE

 

There is so much material here, too much for me to synthesise now, so I will comment on the bits and pieces I've explored that speak to me.

 

I think I have a vague sense of the overarching theme, something like "collective wisdom comes from truth and leads us to truth."  Perhaps? I like some of the basic elements of: Seeking the Edge, Invoking the Daimon, Blessing and Invocation, Beauty, and Wholeness. They all speak to me deeply, as I interpret them.


The fundamental (I think?) belief that "Together we know more" (from 'What is Collective Wisdom?') doesn't resonate for me or excite me. My experience is that "the wisdom of crowds" is powerful, and often in destructive ways. Maybe, though, the principles discussed at this website can keep the group more wise than complicit.


This quote that I came across this week (by someone I heard speak about ethics at a conference years ago) expresses my wariness: "Neither the intensity of your feelings nor the certainty of your convictions is any assurance that you are right." --Michael Josephson

 

I think this is as true in groups as in individuals. Groups may help individuals to discern, and they may also rafity, enforce, and increase individuals' certainty and intensity.

 

 

BITS & PIECES #1: A Circle of People to Talk with and Listen to

 


I like the initial quote on the home page:

 

"Few needs are as pressing and as often go unmet in our world as the need for a place to converse. We all require somewhere, some circle of companions, where and with whom we can enter into the demanding task of trying to say what we experience and to understand what others say in response." -- Michael J Himes, Doing the Truth in Love: Conversations about God, Relationships, and Service

 

I have almost never found this circle or place in the physical world. (Have others?)


I've been part of many small groups and what feel like meaningful conversations -- lots of nominal "places to converse"  and "circles of companions" -- but I rarely feel I can meaningfully talk with others about my deepest experience. That depth -- the stuff that really matters most to me (which is what this website seems concerned with, yay) -- just feels nebulous, inchoate, a swirl, something shimmering. 

 

I'm watching Ingmar Bergman talking about making (writing, directing, editing, etc.) the film Winter Light -- it's a 145-minute documentary, Ingmar Bergman Makes A Movie, included in the trilogy boxed set, in which none of the films is more than 91 minutes long! -- and talking about his ideas of God and so on; and he is talking to the interviewer about what matters to him, at some length, in such a thoughtful, serious, integrated, eloquent, whole and often light-hearted (perhaps mildly self-mocking) way. It feels so clean and clear, not too tidy. He speaks slowly and seems to build his ideas as he speaks. He seems to have a through-line that connects it all for him, or if he doesn't, he doesn't mention what doesn't connect and he doesn't get derailed by it.

 

I don't seem to have that clarity, that through-line. I can speak clearly and with passion like he does about many things, particularly about "how I do" things, some of which have great bearing on things that matter to me: research, which I've successfully spoken about at length to small and large groups; cooking and baking, dog-training, travelling, travelogues, gardening, meditation, the order or non- of my day, poetry, even some philosophical or psychological concepts. But remaining at the "how-to" level doesn't fully accommodate the other levels, or swirls, or paths that aren't "hows."

 

Watching Bergman, listening to him, I feel that he has the great luxury of a certain kind of focus, the power to slow and channel the stream of ideas, feelings, etc., that I don't have. I can sometimes get into that state, when writing a poem e.g., or when taking a photo, but I doubt I ever have been so focused when participating in a group conversation and rarely when talking with just one other person. Other people -- their presence, spirit, eyes, bodies, projections -- are very distracting for me, for better and worse.

 

Maybe if someone were interviewing me, I could speak clearly and cleanly, because I would be answering one question at a time (would have an externally imposed focus), and I wouldn't be getting signals and vibrations from other people in a group (except the interviewer), I wouldn't be listening to anyone else, I wouldn't be absorbing a constant stream of feeling, ideas, thoughts, assumptions, contradictory messages, etc. Maybe then I could concentrate, words would surface. 

 

But that seems quite different from the idea of group resonance that the CWI talks about, when group members' feelings, thoughts, ideas, spirits, etc., would sort of harmoniously vibrate together.

 

I got a further sense of the possibilities of "collective wisdom" today when someone spoke at worship about her passion for evoking the artist in kids who need a way to express themselves safely.She seemed to believe in and be working to cultivate the magic of the group process, the wisdom that the groups knows. She was very passionate, felt to me authentically charged by her calling and her work. For her, the process is where it all happens, but the product -- the artistry of the artwork? -- is also important. That sounds like what the CWI is all about, using group work (in this case, both art and conversation, and relationships that evolve over time) for conflict-resolution, for generating possibilities and finding good solutions, for healing.

 

Back to Bergman: I do wonder whether Bergman is sometimes saying more than he knows, i.e, lying, making stuff up. I don't mean 'saying more than he knows' in that way that intuition and the body can overtake us and give us the true response when our mind is busy spinning stories; I mean 'saying more than he knows' in the way that the mind makes up stuff because it sounds so damned plausible. I sense that he is doing this at times, and I think it's a temptation for me, too, when talking about these 'deep thoughts' and emotions to rationalise, to seek reasons that aren't there (yet), to string something together that sounds quite true and likely but that is really just making up explanations for what can't be explained (to oneself) yet. I verbally flail about for cliches and truisms sometimes, because they half-capture the response -- and sometimes I let them substitute for my true response -- because it's easier than slogging around. I wonder how a group seeking collective wisdom would work with this. 



Writing is different from speaking. When writing, I don't have to focus my thought or energy like I do in spoken conversation. I can go in different directions and occupy different layers, more than one part of the circle, almost simultaneously, in a way that I can't in speaking. Still --

 

Silence and settling into 'being present' with each other is usually more meaningful or satisfying to me than anything I say.

 

Maybe, in a way, that's the more pressing need (or fantasy) for me: a group (or person) to be with, to be silent with, that (who) can endure many moments of silence until something can be said, and then has patience to listen and wait, and maybe ask a few wise and open-ended questions, make a few connections, while we follow where the threads lead. Who doesn't hold me or themselves to one response, or twenty, and who can let me refine and rework, erase, cut and paste, attach, hit delete and start all over. (As I say it, it sounds idealistic, because it's hard for us to hear something, process it, and then forget it when the speaker tells us it's not relevant anymore. But that's what I'm asking. That it be forgotten as significant and remembered as once-significant at the same time.)

 

Except mostly I don't feel such a group as a need. I just like it when it happens, which is very rarely. I feel that most interactions with people happen too quickly and I have the sense that most people want to 'achieve' something through group interactions and conversations. That gets in the way of everything for me (and for most people, I would guess?).

 

This essay, "There are exactly two ways: one, and many" (not on the CWI website) by Bill at Notional Slurry, interests me, though I don't know who I am in it. He seems to say that longitudinal being is related to "the Life of the Mind," which is "the cultivated ability to span boundaries, cross borders of disciplines, bring what you’ve learned over there to bear over here. ... [It] is merely acting on the belief that what we see around us fits together."  He also says that the things that we see, that we notice, are of use, which in the ordinary sense of the word 'use" I don't see as true. What attracts me, what I notice, is what seems to be not of use, except that it's what it is. 

 

He goes on to say that when people ask him "Just what is it that you do?," he  responds: "This." Then he explains to us: "It's true whenever I say it. No matter where I go… this is what I’m probably doing." What he's talking about, I think, is noticing, exploring, experiencing, thinking about, and perhaps finding connections among the things that distract him: "There is something interesting in everything; if not in the act or the thing itself, then in what it implies."  

 

These distractions the things that really matter to me and what I am 'doing' most of the time is being distracted. And when I speak, it shows! 

 

 

BITS & PIECES #2: A Call to Convene, and Flow


Vicki Robin's paper (Call to Convene) spoke to me because I do think I have often felt and followed a call to convene groups.

 

For me, there isn't a purpose in convening and conversing other than being together and conversing. Collective wisdom, group enlightenment, conflict resolution, solutions to anything, pooling of resources -- these don't seem to intrinsically matter to me in the context of this call. When I am responding to a feeling of being called, I'm not looking for "collective resonance" or group magic. I seek to be in the midst of people struggling aloud and silently with what matters to them (us), even when it's awkwardly unmagical. Sometimes in a group (or one-on-one) conversation I hear or see something that gives me a glimpse into something amazing and jarring and life-altering. Maybe it happens for others, too. But if that never happened, I think I would be happy to be in conversation about things that matter to people.


I have been in long-term groups that really gel, where there is some kind of magic, maybe trust, maybe a recognition of our shared urge to dive to and explore a similar depth of ... meaning? life? experience? love? pain? I don't know. Those groups have felt very comforting, very safe, true, boundary-blending, loving. Still, even in that context, I have so much trouble wording what matters to me. The magic in those groups (one I'm thinking of in particular) derived partly from our struggles to try to speak these vibrating, disappearing, enduring things with each other, and partly from the deep secrets about our lives that we shared, and partly from intention, and maybe most from touch (massage, dance, holding hands), singing together, doing art together, sitting and looking at/into each other's faces, eating and drinking together, and other non-conversation. It was a space to be, also rare in my experience. It wasn't exactly spontaneous and it wasn't exactly planned. Most weeks, it somehow flowed.

 

 


BITS & PIECES #3: How Do We Know It's A Commons?


Michael Jones, in his paper on Artful Leadership says this:

 

"So in the commons the alchemy of the third is found in wholeness. This suggests that when the question arises in those beginning the practice of the commons, "Is this a commons?" it may be answered by sensing how much wholeness is present and actualized. And because wholeness is invisible, we know it primarily through its effects. For example, we may know we are in the presence of wholeness when we feel ourselves to be deeply heard, perhaps because there is sufficient stillness amongst us to allow what we say to be fully received. Or suddenly we sense that our voice carries new clarity and strength, and those with us can hold strong voices without fear. Perhaps we know it because we feel whole and complete, and there is a warmth in us that lets us engage the deeper subtleties of meaning and connection. Often there is an accompanying, heightened trust in ourselves and others, so that we can move with grace and ease from a reliance on memory and past knowledge to the forming of new insights. Or we know that wholeness is present because we feel involved and engaged, that is we feel that we have a home here; the essence of our gifts has been taken in and embodied by the whole.

"Most important, it is the sense that the part of us that has felt orphaned in the world has now been taken in by the commons. This makes room for us to find our own thinking, and follow our own feeling in a way that is free from any need for defensiveness or self-deception. This in turn makes the fuller experience of wholeness possible. Furthermore, to be in the presence of wholeness is to acknowledge that it cannot ever be replicated; it comes to us as a gift and in a moment that is unique and unrepeatable."

 

I like these words, and 'wholeness' and its effects as a 'measure' of whether the commons is a commons, a place of collective wisdom and magic.

 

Even though, as I said, I usually feel unable to verbally express what matters most to me  -- even to myself at any given time, because it all feels like an amorphous  tag cloud, except all the words and phrases are visuals, memories, what I overheard, how it works together, that moment, colours, patterns, under water, something half-remembered, who you were, poem fragments, a death, more fragments, music, her letter, a mark on a calendar, some bits of dreams, a breath, a frisson, your smile, sand, what didn't happen, that moment, etc -- I do sometimes feel that I am heard when I speak, as much as is possible. Mostly I feel that people are trying hard to hear and are misunderstanding, assuming, personalising, biased, listening to something else, and all the things we are and do, the ways we miss each other and then solidify the illusion of the other. It happens.

 

I'm not sure we can be "fully received" or that we can do the same for others, no matter how strong the intent and the stillness. But something of significance, something that evokes compassion, the reminds us that "the other is me", that lives and breathes life, can be received, and that's good.

 

I don't think I know what it means to feel like an orphan in the world. I feel whole and at home no where (maybe on a moving train) but anywhere, that I belong where I am, even when I feel unheard, misjudged (imo), different, ignored, excluded, lost and sad. I don't think I look to the commons or conversation to make me whole or to find home. Even when I feel fragmented and scattered, at times, I can still locate myself (though, again, no where), in the pieces, like a shimmering hologram.

 

 
Jones also says:

 
"The commons is a listening field within which we may reawaken to the longing, wonder and belonging from which all new life begins. It offers a remedy for the isolation, loneliness and absence of meaning that have become the sickness of our time."

 

I can't recall not feeling longing, wonder and belonging. Not necessarily belonging to people but to where I am, if that makes any sense. And I also feel lonely, desolate, disconsolate, broken -- and it feels good to feel all of that. When I can't stop crying, I know I'm alive. (Reminds me of Leonard Cohen's "Hallelujah": It's not somebody who's seen the light / it's a cold and it is a broken Hallelujah ... " For me, all the things Jones says CW can awaken, and all the things he says CW is a remedy for, are summed up in the beautiful longing of the phrase "broken Hallelujah."

 

I know that people feel isolated and lonely and desolate and it doesn't feel good at all. There's pain, and then there's denial, unendurable restlessness, stomach-churning fear, passive numbness ... and I think that a place to converse or just be together is helpful, healing, even saving. It's the idea of establishing or convening such a thing in order to help or save that feels unwieldy, imposed and sideways.

 

I don't feel that way about the local coffee shop, though, which was established partly as a place for people to get together, as a commons of a sort. Maybe that feels different because the owner wanted it for herself as much as for anyone else. Or because she doesn't force it but lets it happen as it does (or so it seems to me). She set aside the space, she created and re-creates the spirit of the place, and her presence (and the presence of her staff) in the space is what saves, if anything does.

 

What I like about what Jones says is the emphasis on staying with "not knowing," the pleasure of kicking ideas around without having to come to conclusion, resolution, an outcome.  The emphasis on exploring and discovering. That we can "listen for the space between" (lovely phrase) and that "confusion and uncertainty" may be "our new reality."

 

I get the instability of the last concept. Confusion and uncertainty seem like quite different entities to me, though, not synonymous. Buddhism speaks of confusion somewhat ambiguously, as "the path" ("whatever occurs in the confused mind is the path" -- that is, it's all workable) and as a kind of energy that we can (perhaps will find it to our advantage to?) transmute "into clear wisdom" through the practices; it speaks of uncertainty as an accurate  reflection of what is, something to sit with, make friends with, and not flee, because life is uncertain and trying to make it certain causes suffering. These Buddhist views feel true to my experience.

 

 

BITS & PIECES #4: Vulnerability and Silence


I agree with the part of the Collective Resonance Shifters map that shows that vulnerability and silence are considered the strongest identifiers or predictors of interpersonal resonance.

 

 

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05 March 2008

BergmanFest!: Winter Light

80908a414f1ae0a08cd91ce17a81e868.jpgI've uploaded another PDF file for anyone to use, a backgrounder for Winter Light (1962), the third in the BergmanFest! series I'm hosting now.

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28 February 2008

BergmanFest!: Through A Glass Darkly

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I've uploaded another PDF file for anyone to use, a backgrounder for Through A Glass Darkly (1961), the second in the BergmanFest! series I'm hosting now.

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26 February 2008

D.C. photos online now

Check out the D.C. Trip Photos at Flickr

 

We were fortunate to have blowing snow one day, which is better for camera lighting than sun, and I think the misty, fog-like snow adds mood to the photos, making even the ordinary seem dramatic. Not that the Washington Monument or Capitol is ordinary, but.

 

 

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14 February 2008

Not Quite What I Was Planning: 6-Word Memoirs

Six-Word Memoirs, at NPR, with artwork. Some touching, some amusing, some not. E.g., "Never really finished anything, except cake." "Born in California. Then nothing happened." "Mistakenly kills kitten. Fears anything delicate."

 

What would you say? 

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03 February 2008

Websites with Narrow Focus, IX

I Found Your Camera (or Memory Card): A brand new website where you can look for your orphaned photos or share pictures that have come from a found camera.  (via PostSecret today)

 

In a continuing series ... 

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04 January 2008

New Year's Day Photos

We got heavy snow on New Year's Day, another 5-6" in addition to the 10" of lighter snow we had about 48 hours before. I took photos.

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24 December 2007

Signs Signs Everywhere Signs

Fun signs. I like the first one best -- it's funny because it's true.

 

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10 December 2007

Fairy Tale Dream/Landscapes

TMN has an interview with the artist Didier Massard, whose "Fairy Tales" imaginary landscapes can be seen at the same site. Beautiful, ethereal, haunting ... what's another word for worth a look? In my current mood, I like the last two best.

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08 December 2007

Tree Decorated

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04 December 2007

We've Got Snow!

I've posted some winter garden photos in the Winter Garden album.

 

And here's what the dog thinks of snow:

 

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31 October 2007

Happy Hallowe'en

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30 October 2007

Disapproving Rabbits

Maybe that sounds like a metaphorical title, but it's not.  (via, and explained by, Neatorama)

 

And definitely check out the 30-Second Bunnies Theatre Library. Casablanca, Napoleon Dynamite, James Bond medley, Christmas Vacation, It's A Wonderful Life, Caddyshack, Reservoir Dogs (bleeped and unbleeped), Jaws, Fight Club, and lots more, all re-enacted in 30 seconds by bunnies!

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Seasonal Felicitations to You

Man! -- If only we had started earlier.


(As if. Mi esposo is out hunting down a cheapo light-up plastic pumpkin so we don't have to carve even one real one. I ran errands earlier today, checking six stores for such an item, to no avail -- and some of the stores had moved on already to Christmas ticky-tack.)  

 

 

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03 October 2007

Garden photos, more

Added a few more photos to the early fall garden album.

 

Also created a summer garden album

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          a spring garden album

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02 October 2007

Garden Photos: Early Fall

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19 September 2007

Scott's Latest Girardian Dilbert ...

... is here.

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12 September 2007

Coastal Maine Botanical Gardens

George Africa at Vermont Flower Farms visited Coastal Maine Botanical Gardens in Boothbay, Maine, and photo-blogs it here. Some lovely shots.

 

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My photos of same are at Flckr.


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11 September 2007

Photo Journal of Woodsy Urban Walk (Boston)

Nice: 9 Miles of Frederick Law Olmsted's Emerald Necklace, thanks to Evan at Life Is Sweet in the Fenway

 

via Universal Hub - JP 

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24 August 2007

120 Calories

120 calories isn't much, except in terms of fruit, cherry tomatoes, and celery. But the photos are sort of mesmerising ...

 

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26 July 2007

Arranging Action Figures At Work

More news you can use: Arrange Your Action Figures. Six tips, including:

 

"Spread out the toys so that if one does fall, it won't start a domino effect. You don't want to return from lunch to find Robin's face in Batman's crotch."

 

So right.

 

(via Morning News headlines for today) 

 

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22 July 2007

Photos: Rockland, Maine

Photos from the breakwater and lighthouse in Rockland, Maine, are on Flickr. Examples:

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10 July 2007

Around the Garden with Astilbes

I've got seven astilbes in the garden, six currently in bloom, more or less, and one on the way. I know the varieties of only two of the plants, which range in size from a foot tall and wide to hefty shrub-sized. Herewith, the astilbe gallery (click to view larger size):

 

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Astilbe just beginning to bloom 
 
 
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 shrubby Astilbe
 
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 Astilbe 'Peach Blossom'
 
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Astilbe 'Red Sentinel' 
 
 

 

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